Day 32/33

SOOOOOO my new NIECE was born! 8lbs 1oz, 21in long, beautiful baby girl born at 3:01 am Today!!!!! It was a bit of a surprise her being a girl, they kept saying she was gonna be a boy! She is so precious, So little and cute! I was there for the birth, it happened kinda of sudden so I wasn't in the room but it was still a wonderful experience being there. I knew what all the monitors were and counted contractions and everything. MAYBE THIS IS WHAT I SHOULD DO. I really enjoyed just being in a hospital again. I felt a rush of knowledge I haven't felt in a long time. It was a great coffee filled night, I was up for more than 24 hours and had three cups of coffee, my most since I started having issues again and it got to me a bit but I came home and slept it off. I kept thinking that my boyfriend hated me because he didn't talk to me but in reality he fell asleep and slept all night, but the coffee and lack of sleep had me buzzing. I also was upset I didn't get to see the birth they yelled at us and kept us out of the rooms so immediately I thought something was wrong, but there wasn't it was just all that damn coffee again lol Everything turned out just fine, I worried for no reason. It was one of the best nights/days of my life! I am really happy. So things with my dad seemed to resolve themself, IDK but for now hes not driving and hes on cloud 9 with his new granddaughter so I hope this sparks something in him to stay sober. I was just so angry at him, I had the right to, he was drinking. Today hes sober and that really matters, celebrate the good times and denounce the bad. Well I have a car show to get to and a baby to see later. I am hoping to have another great day. I am just so happy!