Day 3

I have found a therapist that is actually walking distance from where I live. I know this is an act of God. I am going to stop by the office tomorrow on my lunch break to turn in paperwork and see how costly it is. I know it will be expensive but for me to be the best version of myself and finally stop hiding behind my lies it has to be done. 

Honestly even writing this down has began to help me. It’s not much but being able to accept this and actually write it down is helping me. I was told to not let the enemy make me depressed it will be feeding into my insecurity and past depression. 

I have to be thankful that I am only 23 and there is so much time left that I can change with hard work, dedication to myself, and professional help. I may not be able to fix the relationships that I have hurt but I can fix myself so it does not happen again.