Day 2 January 27th

Day two at my daily strength site.  I did get sleep last night thanks to all the good people I spoke to here yesterday.  They put some of my fears to rest and helped me decide to start research another doctor.  My son wants me to find someone out at the Cleveland Clinic in Weston Florida.  I got up at 6 and started looking at the site for a doctor.  I did find a number to call and find out how this works. This long cord is getting to be a pain in the butt.  I pray that I will not have to be on oxygen 24/7.  It is hard to tell if I am feeling better or not. Finally got Dr Robinson yesterday my internist, and she put me back on the anti depressives.  I think that was a good move.  I feel like I am on the brink of weeping when I am alone.  I hope this is a good positive day.  I need to get a handle on myself and get somethings accomplished that make me feel mentally good like getting the other doc. Dear God, I know you are with me, I am a woman of faith.  Your voice seems to have been distant lately.  I ask the greatest healer Jesus, please take this sadness and sickness from me. Remove the tether from my face, put me back on my feet so I may help someone that is in need.