Day 2

I didnt cry even once today. It took a lot of strength so I am proud of myself. I also tried my best to stay busy today. Went and saw a play, saw some old friends, even ate a real meal for the first time since Cristian left. I kept thinking about him though, the whole time. The theme of the play was how love isn't easy. Figures, right? Love isn't easy but our love is always worth the ups and downs. I miss him so bad. I keep messaging him.. wondering how he's feeling. I just want to tell him I love him & I miss him, that I'm okay and I'm supporting him. Oh well. Waiting patiently for my first letter or call. Just want him home already. These next few months need to fly. Hoping for the best.