DAY 137 - 9
Yesterday my husband and I were going by some casinos on our way to a picnic and I started to talk about going - - saying - it has been 136 days!!!! Do I really have to stay away for the rest of my life???????? The thought bothers me, but this is just what it is... have the hardest time accepting this at times... I jokingly asked about "supervised visits"... but onward and upward .. a better life - 137 days - yay!
Have a great gf day!
Smokeygirl
Have a great gf day!
Smokeygirl
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Let me help you out. I was 19 months gf and I used to accompany my dtr and watch her play. Sometimes once a month and in June I went about 3 times with her. The last time on June 12th I said I am going to play. She said but mom you will break your record. I don\'t care I said, I have to see what happens. I played and lost 150.00 dllrs I could have used for other things and all the while saying, it isn\'t fun, so why am I here? So, when I left, I told her, guess I can\'t go with you and watch anymore. I didn\'t think I would be tempted ever again so, we are only human and we revert to old habits, so my advice, just don\'t go. hugs barb ps, I haven\'t gone back.
Thanks for sharing that, Barb! It\'s amazing that you were tempted again . . . I will definitely stay away - yes, old habits die hard!
Take care - nice to hear from you!