Day 0
I had my last phone call with Cristian this morning. Wont hear his voice again for a long time & im feeling nothing but emptiness. I'm scared of what itll be like without him. I am a mess & I wish this was all some awful dream. I don't even wanna get out of bed. Hoping things will get better... eventually.
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I know this is gonna sound weird, but I try not to think about my boyfriend..at least not the first couple nights. I allowed myself to be sad the first couple days and it seemed to have helped a ton.