DAUGHTER RETURNS
I HAVE NOT BEEN JOURNALING MUCH LATELY. MY LAST ENTRY WAS ON SATURDAY. I AM JUST FEELING DOWN AND BLUE. I DEFINITELY THINK IT IS DUE TO LOOSING MY BABY, SPIKE. I AM BETTER BUT I STILL MISS HIM TERRIBLY.
ON A POSITIVE NOTE, YESTERDAY MY DAUGHTER CAME FOR A VISIT. THIS WAS THE FIRST TIME SINCE THE END OF FEBRUARY THAT WE HAD SEEN EACH OTHER. WE SPENT SEVERAL HOURS TOGETHER AND IT WAS VERY CATHARGIC. WE HAD A GOOD TALK AND I REALLY ENJOYED MY TIME WITH HER. I ONLY HOPE THAT HER "NEW" OUTLOOK CONTINUES.
WELL, OFF TO DO SOME CHORES. I HAVE APPOINTMENTS LATER AND TONIGHT WE HAVE MY FATHER-IN-LAWS BIRTHDAY BARBEQUE. TOMORROW IS THEIR 50TH ANNIVERSARY. SO THE WHOLE DAY IS FILLED WITH PROFESSIONAL FAMILY PICS, LUNCH AND A FORMAL SIT DOWN SUPPER AT A RESTAURANT. SURE HOPE THE WEATHER IS NICE AS THE PICS ARE OUTDOORS IN A BLUEBERRY FIELD.
BE WELL, DEBBIE
ON A POSITIVE NOTE, YESTERDAY MY DAUGHTER CAME FOR A VISIT. THIS WAS THE FIRST TIME SINCE THE END OF FEBRUARY THAT WE HAD SEEN EACH OTHER. WE SPENT SEVERAL HOURS TOGETHER AND IT WAS VERY CATHARGIC. WE HAD A GOOD TALK AND I REALLY ENJOYED MY TIME WITH HER. I ONLY HOPE THAT HER "NEW" OUTLOOK CONTINUES.
WELL, OFF TO DO SOME CHORES. I HAVE APPOINTMENTS LATER AND TONIGHT WE HAVE MY FATHER-IN-LAWS BIRTHDAY BARBEQUE. TOMORROW IS THEIR 50TH ANNIVERSARY. SO THE WHOLE DAY IS FILLED WITH PROFESSIONAL FAMILY PICS, LUNCH AND A FORMAL SIT DOWN SUPPER AT A RESTAURANT. SURE HOPE THE WEATHER IS NICE AS THE PICS ARE OUTDOORS IN A BLUEBERRY FIELD.
BE WELL, DEBBIE
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The grieving process is always the pits Deb, I hope it passes quickly for you.......so good to hear about your visit with your daughter. I used to enjoy those with Michael but now I am always leary, suspiciious of him. Even today he came over to get a coupon I had and I didn\'t trust him walking through the house, ugh!!! However, I could still say \"no\" when he asked for money. It is still difficult but getting easier, I think...........hang in there, I hope you have a great evening and day tomorrow..........luv ya, xo
I\'m so glad you had a good visit with your daughter. I know how bad you have felt since she left home. God willing this change in attitude of hers will be a lasting one, I know you don\'t need any more stress in your life especialy right now.
I sure hope you have good weather for your party tomorrow. Is any of that Eastern seaboard heat wave making it up to you? We had been on the hot side here for 3 days but today is wet, foggy and chilly again. It\'s actualy a nice break. Hugs and loves
Nice to see you are wearing a yellow face. That is way better than the red ones. I know you miss your little guy. It is really hard no matter what we say to help you it will only get better with time and you will never forget the time you had with him.
A visit with your daughter, how cool is that. I am so glad you got to see her. No matter what happens they are still our children. Hope you can continue on a better relationship.
I hope you post pics of the blueberry field. My Hubby will sure like that. Dining, socializing sure sounds good to me. I have been locked up with Hubby and Ruby. they can\'t take the 100 degrees. I sit on the porch warming up while they lounge inside. I guess I just have different blood than most. Like I said, all i have to do is think of -10 and I am fine with 100.
I am recovering from the bad med trip. That was sure a nightmare. I am now self medicating. I know you are not supposed to do that but what they were doing was not good. I do feel much better. That was scary. The Neuro could not believe she did that. He said all my tests were great, (especially for my age, damn I hate when they say that.)
The Trumphet vine is pretty easy to grow. It bears seed and they start growing together so it looks like all one but is a mixture. Well that is how mine is anyway. To bad they don\'t fix it so you can have more than 1.5MB\'s. There have been a lot of pics I have tried to post that won\'t fit and some times a crop just doesn\'t do it justice.
Hope you had a great celebration. Love Naomi xo
the grieveing process does take a long time. i am still in it from last summer for my dog. he was such a part of the familty and i know that was the way it was with your baby... i am happy that you had a nice visit with your daughter.. its been such a long time. maybe some healing has taken place. and maybe this can be a new begining.. i hope you have a wonderful time at the party it sounds like a wonderful celebration.. hugs .love marie