Daily grind
Well I went today and got Madison's three month pictures done today. It was so cool.to see how beautiful she looked but it was hard because Dan wasnt there. I hate that I'm doing these things alone. Some days I feel like I'm just doing the motions of life and pretending that things are normal. I just wonder when ill actually feel alive again. Like I'm a person, not just a walking zombie. Some days it's so easy to keep going and others it's like a total breakdown is only seconds away.
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It just happened. Give yourself time. It will feel like that for a while! One day ok, one day worse than the first, one day more or less... its normal. You baby will keep you going and being your motivation to get up everything. I am sure he would love to be here with you. Make him proud. Make sure you eat and drink and ask for help if you need. Dont try doing it on our own. xo
I totally know how you feel, I thought I was the only one that felt like im just floating though each day... but one thing that keeps me sane is my faith in God...and I know everything will get better with time! I will keep you in my prayers!
Thank you both for the thoughts and advice. ASHLEYGAA you definitely aren\'t alone in feeling like you floating through life. It\'s almost as though some days just aren\'t real. Honestly a lot of the past weeks for me haven\'t seen real but then reality hits me like a ton of bricks. I\'m glad you have something to help you through. My strength is my daughter I wouldn\'t have made it without her. I thank God for her everyday. She\'s my saving grace.