Day 6
Woke up really good. Wanted to sleep more, but thats life. I feel well rested and willing to face the day sober. I find little things with Tim bothering me a little, but it's not a problem. Just seems a bit lazy about doing things, and some things taking for granted. Takes my heater in his room. He has money to buy one, and I want to use it at times. Yesterday he fucked up the computer trying to download poker. I fixed it easy, and he doesn't have privleges, and then with dishes in the sink every morning. There little things that I mostly just let go. I guess it more bothers me because he still thinks he can still drink and use ocasionally. I mostly just look at him as someone I'm sharing my place with. He's not a freind. Anyway, I think today is going to go well. Tomorow I get paid so I can buy my gym membership. That will be good sitting in a hot tub after work, and having a sauna. Things are getting better. One day at a time. I will stay sober today, just for today. Thank you, Lord.
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JAMES,I AM SO GLAD YOU ARE DOING SO GOOD.YOU ARE WINNING OVER THIS AND I KNOW YOU CAN KEEP DOING IT.I HAVE FAITH IN YOU AND I KNOW YOU WANT TO STAY SOBER AND LIVE YOUR LIFE AS GOD WANTS YOU TOO.I AM VERY PROUD OF YOU MY FRIEND.TRUST IN GOD HE WILL AND CAN SEE YOU THROUGH ANYTHING,HE HAS ME.GET THAT MEMBERSHIP AT THE GYM,YOU DESERVE IT.GOD BLESS YOU AND HAVE A WONDERFUL DAY.I GOT TO GO OFF AND WILL NOT BE BACK TIL TOMORROW,BUT YOU WILL BE IN MY PRAYERS AS ALWAYS.SHEA...............
Hi, Jim. Happy you woke feeling so good. sounds like there are some possible roadblocks in the living situation and that you are taking a strong approach on how you handle it personally. You didn\'t ask for advice so I\'ll only give a little (we grandmothers have a difficult time not!!) You say this person isn\'t a friend. Please, if you even start to think that you might start feeling used and abused------make a change. (yeah, I\'m aware I used \"start\" twice in that sentence---for emphaticism) I too woke feeling good. Snowed so much here I can\'t get the car out to go to work....and I really like my work----but am still feeling good. Started the Christmas decorations last night and will finish today, except for the gramma cookies and stuff. Hope your Thanksgiving was happy and that you have a wonderful day today. God bless you and Tim as well. GET to the GYM and enjoy----connie