Cymbalta 60 mg. Withdrawal....

Well, this is day 4 of not taking Cymbalta.... it was an antidepressant that I have been on and well, I had to suddenly stop taking them because we can't afford more pills.... my dad used to have a drug card that would allow us to get them for free but now he no longer has it so we can't afford a refill... it sucks.... this withdrawal is killing me.... i'm sitting here and I feel like I'm about to break down crying.... I feel like I can't take anymore.... I have had constant thoughts of suicide and my emotions have been all over the place.... I feel really sick and I feel dizzy and my body temperature is constantly changing.... The withdrawal from this drug is horrible.... I wish I never took this antidepressant.... I wish it was never prescribed to me... :'(