cut again.
Cut today... and just want to do it more.
I want so badly to mess my arm up...
One of the things I think about when it comes to the future
is how I can cut all I want, my parents wont be
around all the time to notice.
I can wear long sleeves and cut my wrist and forearm
as much as I want... but if I do that, I'll never
be able to fix this, and that kills me :/
I hate that I even think about that and smile, dream
of a day when I can slice myself up
and not have to be harassed about it all the fucking time.
God.... I hate everything I have become... Do I even
deserve any sort of goodness after this?
I want so badly to mess my arm up...
One of the things I think about when it comes to the future
is how I can cut all I want, my parents wont be
around all the time to notice.
I can wear long sleeves and cut my wrist and forearm
as much as I want... but if I do that, I'll never
be able to fix this, and that kills me :/
I hate that I even think about that and smile, dream
of a day when I can slice myself up
and not have to be harassed about it all the fucking time.
God.... I hate everything I have become... Do I even
deserve any sort of goodness after this?
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sweetie.... you deserve the world... you should know that... for all the help you have given me, for all the love you have shown me, you deserve all the goodness in the world. i\'m here for you. i\'m not going anywhere. i promise. you let me lean on you when i needed it.... now it\'s time for you to lean on me