Curious

I went to conduct service this morning 

and things went well, I started to have some paranoia after I got tired and it seemed like the nun helping me was in a pretty foul mood. But then I got strong again and realized she must go through moments of paranoia or just feelings of being disgruntled by relationships and then receive the good news that nothing is actually wrong. I'm not expressing this well but it's like i finally felt like an individual by coming to understand that people all over get moody and misdirected sometimes about their relationships, and then come back to them blissfully and thankfully realizing it's all ok. I'm not expressing it well. I just saw that dynamic exists not just in me.

i also started to think about Christianity and how it can foster certain things in me and us. Depending on who you ou are and how you are in the world this engenders different things.

anyways, this is my morning download:-/