Crying all the time

Hi, I lost my husband after 9 years of marriage. I know it is not a lot of years, but I miss him so much. I do pretty good during the day but at night it is really bad for me. The house is quiet and usually we go to bed together. My husband was my best friend as well. My husband passed away on April 23, 2013. I have had his friends check on me, and I am eating again it is just so hard to do certain things. I need to know am I going to be crying myself to sleep for the rest of my life or does it get better?