crying

Been in a real funk the past few days. Today it just got so bad I had to just let myself cry it out. Real, loud, anguished, primal crying. Screaming and keening and beating pillows and yelling. (good thing the apt. next door is vacant) Was exhausted after that and fell asleep for about an hour and a half (part of which I should have been working). I woke up at some point during this nap and cracked my eye open, felt anxious--closed my eye and went back to sleep for awhile. 

I've been crying off and on since the breakup, but this was powerful