crisis

the month of july was ups and downs i lose my grip so bad i was crisis the say this happens once very five to ten years why me iht happened a mania it was horribble oh my what did i get my self in too i was heart broken my boyfriend of three yers boke up the me we had 15year together as friends i loved him so much i thought we would get married but he called it off last mintunes i cried for three weeks in bed alone why did he do this to me i am devasted but i have move on i still have mad love for him  i have to give it time were still good friends i guess for now being in the mental hosiptal helped i was there