Crazy Town

Am I crazy for what I am doing? The painful fact that I have tried to be open and honest about what I have discovered about myself seems unimportant to her. Empathy just a little would give me a glimmer of hope. I don't understand! We both hurt each other deeply thru our actions. She has built a wall that I feel I will never go over or bust through. Does she want me to be the one who calls it quits? I refuse to do that for the mere fact that I see my flaws and will change them. Be it a very slow process. Maybe I will change my mind in the future who knows. Well for me only God does.
I don't think she is cheating right now but possibly on that slippery slope ready to fall and of course I am kept at a distance so more than likely everyone could guess where she will end up.
VENT VENT!!!
 
Hope everyone has a great day.