Crazy as EVER

Hey y'all!  Sorry I've been so distant lately.  So much is going on.  I joined Weight Watchers and hope to loose a lot of weight.  If I do I will post a picture of myself in June.  I should have lost at least 20 lbs by then. March as I warned earlier was going to be and has been a horribly busy crazy insanely stressful monthly.  I am extremely glad that there are only a few months left and now I can focus on my trips and vacations for the next three months.  I also found out that I'm going to have June and July off from school so I will get a summer break which will be much needed.   I'm totally up right now.  I've been forgetting everything.  I can't seem to even follow a train of thought or turn around without forgetting why I turned around.  Saw the doc about this and he said he wanted to take me off of Lamictal.  He thinks Lamictal is the culprate.  I do'nt want to change so I'm not going to focus on that I don't think.  I mean what do y'all think?   He also wants to have me tested for ADHA or ADD or one of those two.  I don't want to and can't afford to.  I'm thinking I won't but I don't want to be one of those patients who the doc's can't stand because they don't follow instructions.  Although I don't ! Ha.  He thought all along I've been taking the amount of Lamicatl he perscribed and I haven't been.  He thinks I've been taking double the amount of Zoloft I am.  I just don't want to take all those drugs. I think he gives me more than is necessary.  I mean I take my MEDS but not all that you know!  Anyhow I'm in.  If you read this please let me know you were here and give me some advice.  Iam going to poke in here more often now that March is over :-).  Oh yeah and I'm 30 and I survived it! Yay!