crazy

I came home from work today and had all these crazy mixed up thoughts about the nature of being under my boss - 

and then came home to being under the current house manager here. I still kept on doing what I wanted to do and kept active and that's what I think you have to do - even in the face of political bs.

keep fighting - keep striving - when things don't seem to make sense or you feel strong - look for ways to make yourself feel better 

about life and that are therapeutic - but tomorrow is another day to fight forward - and maybe reach a greater goal the next day - the next week - the next year! life doesn't make sense but there are good moments, and as much as I'd like to achieve more - maybe each day is about a battle plan to achieve and experience certain stuff - and to get back in the game or take a time out - when you feel overwhelmed. I think that's what my Drs. do - they don't indulge my observations about my weakness but rather they kind of nudge me into focusing on the practical things - keep fighting forward or even the medications. Like medical HR - stop complaining and get back to work! haha - keep going in the face of limits - I think it might not make sense to folks that I might have limits - but I think it's important to appreciate it in others - and myself - but keep fighting forward. amen