Craziness
So my ex sent me another message last night.
It starts out how great things were, all the love bombing possible. How great of a guy I am. How good I made her feel. How funny, sweet and like-able i was. How affectionate i was.
Then the turn...
How I could just go NC, its been 4 months. I still do not respond to her text or calls. I have her block so many ways and continue.
Then she says yeah she hurt me, lied to me, and disrespected me. But I should have called her on it, held her responsible for what she was doing. Not been nice and let her get away with it.
Then she says I walked out on her and the baby, and gave up on us.
Then she tells me she does want the other man back. Telling me she will wait, or she will move on, not to listen to family, friends, or therapist...
She finishes with she wont beg or wait any longer....
So yeah it got me down, to put me back in the fog. I wanted to respond... i wanted to say go the F away. I did not.
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Good thing you nixed the response- but you gave your energy to allowing yourself to read the text. Mentally all that does is have your emotions on its knees again- caught up in the emotional drain like an avalanche- Now its all about being good to your heart-
Now you may be worried that she may have an emergency or with the child- but you can discern from the opening of the text- the nature of the convo at hand, Happy you got through it!!.