Counselor

Met with my counselor today.  It was difficult, expecially getting myself to tell her that I don't think I can keep myself safe.  But I did.  I was scared she was going to send me to the hospital again.  But she didn't.  I have to see her again on Wednesday, I told her I wouldn't do anything between now and then.  If I'm still not safe by then she probbaly will have to lock me up.  I don't know if I can stop myself from doing anything though.  It's just so hard.  I don't know if I can do it.  It's only two days, but I just don't know . . .