Conversations with other women
This movie I saw tonight really opened the gate back to my old self, back to where I was one month ago. This last month has been so busy. I took the challenge to pass all my exams, not because I am ambitious, but because of that stupid rule of theirs that if we don't pass we'll have to pay a tax-I call it lazy punishment tax. Now, it's all over. My mind is emptied of all the syntax and theory of literature or history of Romanian language. I am free to go out, not that I do it often, and worst of all, free to think. Why do I get this weird feeling I'll never love again? maybe that silly cliche 'you were meant for me' has spread its wings over my past relationship too.. This movie tonight, conversations with other women, made me think about my ex. Yes I was miserable and lonely, but I loved him ..Love comes so rarely.. Two ex lovers facing eachother years after their parting. Life waits not for loves once gone..Or does it?
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I too feel as though I will never love again. I mean how could I possibly? and if I dare, I still cannot see how it will compare to that which is now in my past. But I need to get over that before a love so grand shall enter my life again. The whole two ex lovers facing eachother fucking blows. Especially when the one lover is a new relationship and seemingly happy and the other is on their own, not miserable, but surely not as happy as could be. ok... that was about me... hehe... and we both know, it\'s not years later... at any rate, I don\'t think life waits for love.... I think we have to take the initiative to make love happen when we see the chance presenting itself.
Well said Channcey!!
Funny, I just made a post about that subject this morning.
I wonder how long I will be alone. It may be years before I meet someone else. That is a little depressing.
http://www.dailystrength.org/c/Breakups_Divorce/forum/7148986-occurred-me
Eventually my friend it will find us. Be optimistic.
that weird feeling you have is simply \"that\"...a feeling. Feelings lie to us all the time, so don\'t put any wasted time into those feelings for we all have felt the sting of fears that never produced results. Time is better served by seeing in your minds eye, that love is all around us, weather we have a partner or not to receive it from. It is\" your\" love that will change this world and bring happiness to you.
\" Somewhere there\'s someone who dreams of your smile, and finds in your presence that life is worth while, so when you are lonely, remember this is true: Somebody, somewhere is thinking of you.\"