conversation piece

I'd really like to talk to someone right now, my therapist or a friend, so instead 

I took a long walk and I am just trying to find pleasure in the moment. I think

I go through periods of order and well being - to blast apart mister exploding head

and chaos. But I see it - and even so with awareness - it's probably a good idea to keep life moving

forward in an orderly and responsible way, with room. Do you guys ever find that to happen?

Is it a mystery to you too? I've been kind of demanding lately - but I just wanted

to bounce that idea off you. I am going to ly low today. Might go for a walk to the bakery later

for coffee. Anyways, raising a glass to youse. :)