Continuation

I didn't want my last entry to go so I stopped it so I could continue this. I'm just feeling down on myself for my eating. I ate like shit the last two days and I'm feeling it today. I just don't understand why I can't get it together. I did celebrate 60 days in my sobriety yesterday so that is a good thing and it's great that I haven't been turning to alcohol over these hard times in my life. So I will celebrate that. At least with my eating I can control that, just as I can control my drinking. I will get it together I know I will but I got to do it soon . I certainly have a history of binge eating at times but it's consistently worse than it has ever been. I just am not in a good habit of cooking and having healthy food on hand because now everything is all on me and I'm just tired a lot of the times . I skip meals and then I'm hungry and then I make bad choices. In this weather really sucks. Everything is coded in ice it's gray rainy snowy. I hate it. I have today and tomorrow off so let's get it together with some positivity here and enjoy myself. With that I will go and get motivated here and get my mojo going .