confused, but underatanding...
I got to see my family today, my wife and two sons. Sarah didn't even sit at the same table as us, but I did get to see her beautiful face. She looked sad and hurt. I know that look, and it doesn't look like she wants the divorce either. I just don't know. I love her so much and do not want this divorce. I have done so much that it is different for me and I actually feel better about myself. I have not done that or felt that in forever. I really want to express that to Sarah, but she will not even talk to me. I hope that she sees it and sees the change. God is guiding me down the right path, and I feel great about it, for once in my life. I pray it isn't too late for my marriage... I love her and care deeply for her and my family.
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I bet your boys were happy to see you. Be sure to express extra love to them during this difficult time. They are your wife\'s heart walking around outside her body, so as you love them, you will be loving her, too. She will feel it.
I\'m proud of you for working so diligently on your own issues. And your choices to delay the divorce in hopes of reconciliation are logical. She may be getting advice from other people who want to protect her (or meddle), so don\'t put too much stock in her actions. You read her face and saw sorrow in it. That\'s the truth of where she\'s at. Just pray for her and keep yielding yourself to God. Love your boys and give yourself grace. Everything will turn out for the best.