confusion

so I think I want to work it out with Tony. But it seems everyone thinks its destined to fail. We've been through so much already. I just don't know what to think. I mean, on the one hand, it could make us stronger together. On the other hand, it could get messier.  Personally I feel like he's like the perfect guy for me...other than a few downfalls, but everyone has quirks and problems, right...no one is perfect. We get along so well most of the time. I feel guilty lately, I've called him while I'm sad, depressed, and anxiety ridden. I feel like he shouldn't have to and doesn't want to hear it. I know he knows I can't change over night....I wish I could though.  Really I wish we could just go back to the way it was. But I know we can't. Maybe we can have it better though. I just hope his next mess up is something we can handle.