Confidence
Other folks seem to have a greater strident confidence for just being themselves and getting on the path of taking care of their lives and interdependence. I know though I'm not cornering the market on insecurity but that distinct sense of now understanding myself and getting on with my life is helping me understand this about myself.
it helps.
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Here at the monastery life is simplified. Rules for everything and people feed on the rules, it seems. It’s a way of life for type A or something. I miss freedom tonight. I know I’ve gravitated towards structure as a remedy but now I want my structure. I’m in my room with Blue and that’s AWESOME!!
I'm starting to have an awareness of where my feelings are coming from and when
they happen. This is a breakthrough! I can't be happy all the time but I know that
listening to the news...which is all bad news...really gets me down and is especially not
good when I don't have a focus. I just wrote this comment and it disappeared and so this
is a rewrite. I am slowly noticing my feelings - maybe not at first but eventually when they
start to change my outlook. It's a good start!
News can be painful for sure
Good time to snuggle with Bluey
Big squishy hug...xo
Thanks Janet!