Computer is kinda hinky lately Thurs March 26, 2015
Sunny days
keepin the clouds away
on my way to were the air is clean
can you tell me how to get
how to get to sesame street.......how to get to sesame street.......
Ah to be young and nieve again. I tried to get on here yesterday and my journal kept dissapearing? This makes me ponder, were is it and were did it go? This is not the first time this has happened and i know i have an old computer but come on allready,i really wanted to journal and get on here, but it was a no go? My son is staying at his really good friends maybe threw the weekend. That guy that started, well he could have said no, but anyway, the dude i dont like and will NEVER be in my apt again keeps calling late at night. He left his jacket here, but i am not letting him in here again, esspecially if son not here. I can't block the number because they will charge me for it. Makes me mad, know he was drunk. My son promised me he wouldnt drink and i have to hold him to it. My poor oldest son, he lives in another state, He had to put his dog of 15 yrs to sleep yesterday and he is devistated. I wish he never moved, i feel like he needs me, but i cant be there, its far away. I FEEL SO BAD FOR HAILLY, THE DOG, She was such a awsome dog, and he never had a dog growing up, neither of my son's did, they arn't allowed here. NO PETS OF ANY KIND. I think its important esspecially for boys to have a pet that they can love and tell all there troubles to, sucks all the way around, if i could cry, i would, my heart is so heavy today. My poor baby. Ja really loved Hailley so much, they can't have childeren, so she was like his kid. SO SAD. I hope he eventually can get another dog, but it wont be another Hailley, never will be. R.I.P.
OK need to write the good thing i did
i cleaned, well its the illusion of clean, cleaned my apt good enough for the bug guy, they spray every 2 month's thank god, but its hard on me. I AM A SLOB well not real bad im just not good at cleaning and i have so much CRAP. Been here over 20 yrs, 3rd floor, so things come up easy, but then getting the CRAP back down is another story, and my strong son wasn't here for the heavey lifting, so i'm kinda proud of that. It wouldnt pass the Landlord, but it was good enough for the spray guy. My wonderfull social worker is comming to help me next Monday with my apt and getting my curcuit breaker done hopefully, they have made it harder, FIGURES. I have so much to say but im getting shaky now so i need to go take my medicin soon. drank 2 cups of coffee and i feel so jumpy, dont drink much anymoore, needed something to put my merolax in. OK i never ever know how to end these and now im all reved up on coffee, listening to Peter Frampton right now. Need to update my profile, its been many yrs since i made it, i was allot younger then. OK i'll just end it, ok now i will say THE END FOR NOW..... Sorry about the spelling, spell check not on, or something, wish i knew more about how to do anything on here or fix and son is gone. ok now THE END...
keepin the clouds away
on my way to were the air is clean
can you tell me how to get
how to get to sesame street.......how to get to sesame street.......
Ah to be young and nieve again. I tried to get on here yesterday and my journal kept dissapearing? This makes me ponder, were is it and were did it go? This is not the first time this has happened and i know i have an old computer but come on allready,i really wanted to journal and get on here, but it was a no go? My son is staying at his really good friends maybe threw the weekend. That guy that started, well he could have said no, but anyway, the dude i dont like and will NEVER be in my apt again keeps calling late at night. He left his jacket here, but i am not letting him in here again, esspecially if son not here. I can't block the number because they will charge me for it. Makes me mad, know he was drunk. My son promised me he wouldnt drink and i have to hold him to it. My poor oldest son, he lives in another state, He had to put his dog of 15 yrs to sleep yesterday and he is devistated. I wish he never moved, i feel like he needs me, but i cant be there, its far away. I FEEL SO BAD FOR HAILLY, THE DOG, She was such a awsome dog, and he never had a dog growing up, neither of my son's did, they arn't allowed here. NO PETS OF ANY KIND. I think its important esspecially for boys to have a pet that they can love and tell all there troubles to, sucks all the way around, if i could cry, i would, my heart is so heavy today. My poor baby. Ja really loved Hailley so much, they can't have childeren, so she was like his kid. SO SAD. I hope he eventually can get another dog, but it wont be another Hailley, never will be. R.I.P.
OK need to write the good thing i did
i cleaned, well its the illusion of clean, cleaned my apt good enough for the bug guy, they spray every 2 month's thank god, but its hard on me. I AM A SLOB well not real bad im just not good at cleaning and i have so much CRAP. Been here over 20 yrs, 3rd floor, so things come up easy, but then getting the CRAP back down is another story, and my strong son wasn't here for the heavey lifting, so i'm kinda proud of that. It wouldnt pass the Landlord, but it was good enough for the spray guy. My wonderfull social worker is comming to help me next Monday with my apt and getting my curcuit breaker done hopefully, they have made it harder, FIGURES. I have so much to say but im getting shaky now so i need to go take my medicin soon. drank 2 cups of coffee and i feel so jumpy, dont drink much anymoore, needed something to put my merolax in. OK i never ever know how to end these and now im all reved up on coffee, listening to Peter Frampton right now. Need to update my profile, its been many yrs since i made it, i was allot younger then. OK i'll just end it, ok now i will say THE END FOR NOW..... Sorry about the spelling, spell check not on, or something, wish i knew more about how to do anything on here or fix and son is gone. ok now THE END...
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