coming from a place of strength

you can't always feel good about what you're doing if it's with someone

who is a curmegon or grouch. it really set me off today after I worked

super hard at meal prep - as I was the only one there.

I then transitioned over to the vespers service and the nun I work

with was being a real byotch- I know she had a procedure that

day - but it threw me for a loop as I was in the mode of taking care of everything

and she seemed to be throwing sand and saltwater in my eyes.

I felt good about the work that I did today - but then when I was with this person

and was obsessing on the negativity I reckoned what I really wanted here at the service

and in my life, was to come from a position of strength. A person able to take care of

his responsibilities, a person able to come from a place of compassion and caring. A person

able to snap back when flack flew in his direction. And I did that today - and made lemonade

and lessons out of sour lemons. Things are good. Sending good prayers and strength out there.