Clean Feels good

Im coming up for a month clean of cutting, not intentional. just avent been triggered t the moment.it wont last but while it is it feels greeat, went to my bfs tonight that was really fun and i had a good time. anyways not mcuh to say when im not pissed off or upsetrecntly had a batch of little baby rabbits :) verrrry cute/anyways bed time me thinks. :)xxx reality really truely is better than my dreams at the moment. :D

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deleted_user
deleted_user

Why won\'t it last? I want it to last. Just because other times it didn\'t doesn\'t mean it can\'t last. Try to make yourself not be depressed forever lol. I\'ve had my sad moments but I\'ve been good for almost a year. No thoughts of hurting myself or thoughts of dread. I know you can get there too =) I love seeing that little green excellent face.
SecretlyDamaged
SecretlyDamaged

Thanks breah, i want it to last too... im hoping it will.
im not depressed atm and im loving the lil green fact too! :)
when i was pregnant the baby kept me alive... now its my bf distracting me from my harmful ways... even though i LOVE my friends... idk i guess they\'d live without me... stay safe sweetie. xxx