Choices

What do you do when life's choices are torn out of your hands ? 

You would think that the answer would be simple enough. " Try harder " is the common answer among most. But life just isn't that simple. There are far too many factors involved. It never fails to surprise me how others can't see the obvious truth in this, and simply accept it as reality. Instead some choose to hold their opinions over your head as if it makes them a much better person than yourself. This couldn't be farther from the truth, since there are countless other aspects of personality, and past, that make up a person's integrity as a whole. 

Back to the subject at hand.... 

What do you when you wish with everything in you to " change " your life, but you can't see any possible way to do it..... and no matter where you turn noone is around to help ? What now ?

God.... I throw myself at Your feet ! 

I throw myself at Your feet, and plead for mercy ! PLEASE ! 

I can't face life as it stands..... 

I don't see how.

Unless many things change radically, I don't see how I can get thru the days to come with my sanity in tact ! I'll end up in a " padded room " first. I'm almost certain of this !