chillenz!

I went to work today, then came home and then went to the office.

I found myself feeling kind of lost earlier...now not so much..

I was asking questions about life, wondering and my mind

seemed to be focusing on identity...identity in the sense that

I was thinking about work - and reckoning how I wasn't really getting

a lot out of it and wondering so much to myself "Why!?" "What are other people

doing here...?" I seem to be missing? I think I just kind of felt after a while of going through the motions

of the day that there is a quality of 'becoming' in life - becoming that seems to push

me on - and carry me through. I don't know if that makes sense - and it could be

a wrong turn mentally - but it is IN my mind - and my mind won't let me be right now - 

I feel pushed and harranged to get this thought out. I went to the office and kept busy,

did some research and wrote some notes to my boss. I stopped by the market on the way 

there and bought some of his favorite drinks (I like 'em too. :) )

I just kind of got into the flow of the day - it seems to go so fast as to escape appreciation

but for now I am fulfilled - home now - and getting ready for tomorrow - and the idea of

just being in the flow of the day - just dealing with what I have to do. I feel lucky to have what I have

in my life... it's all been like happening by fate - but I am grateful and perhaps in the flow of it all.

grateful, growing-becoming - and just keep on keeping on.