Checks.

I write checks. I write them to doctors that I don't see anymore. Then I give the carbon copies to my dad for reimbursement. I have so much debt in credit and I am scared and need money to distribute to credit card companies. I have changed my phone number so that they will stop calling me. I wanted to make this entry short simply because I wanted to say that and then watch my movie. I am going to watch some movies and drink mimosas all weekend because my mom is out of town and I have to watch the dog and the house. She leaves money for pizza and what not but I just buy some liquor and save the rest of the money or I spend it on pizza lol I love food and drink. I am feeling OK, I am just worried about this new doctor. I hope he/she is as good as Dr. Power. I have been drinking a lot and I almost overdosed on xanax and seroquel one day. I literally fell asleep hard and could not get out of bed it was paralyzing. I had taken 4mg of xanax and 2mg of xanax ER and 800mg of seroquel and some other things. I don't know I will explain it in a little while.
 
Goodnight Moon.