Character flaw

I was thinking this morning about my pattern. Of seeking a job, obtaining a job and then slowly and steadily finding fault in the whole thing, people etc..perhaps it's been all about collecting information that would keep me safe? It made me think of the phrase "familiarity breeds contempt." It's an unfortunate thing until I finally realized We all have character flaws and that is something that has brought me down to earth. I am so very very grateful and my eyes are opened. Peace.