Cevyn is coming!
Yahoo! Our granddaughter is coming to visit next Friday! She will only be here for 3 days but It gives me my Cevyn fix! We go to Ottawa next month to her grad.
Life has been hectic as usual. This evening I was at a 4 hour session to learn about the ins and outs of being on a condo board. It was informative but tiring! I prefer meetings to be in the daytime.
It has actually been warm for the last couple of days. It is wonderful trading in my parka for shorts and sandals!
We were in Edmonton to visit our son and DIL on the weekend. They live 3 hours away. Red Deer is 1.5 hours away. We lived there for 20 years and we have friends there. Our good friends Marie and Roy were celebrating their 25 wedding anniversary so we spent Monday with them and about 30 relatives! We are honorary family members. We spent the night with them before heading back to Calgary.
I am thankful to be busy because, when I have down time, I get quite weepy - like now. After four years, I am able to participate in, and enjoy life but when I am not busy, I realize how much I miss Lisa. I miss the phone calls; hearing her voice. After 4 years I am still shocked by the fact that she is not here.
Whoever said that we 'get through the loss of our precious kids, but we never get over it', is so right.
Lisa: I am sitting here with tears wishing with all my heart that I could hug you and hear you say "I love you Mummy". I miss you always and love you forever. Mummy
Life has been hectic as usual. This evening I was at a 4 hour session to learn about the ins and outs of being on a condo board. It was informative but tiring! I prefer meetings to be in the daytime.
It has actually been warm for the last couple of days. It is wonderful trading in my parka for shorts and sandals!
We were in Edmonton to visit our son and DIL on the weekend. They live 3 hours away. Red Deer is 1.5 hours away. We lived there for 20 years and we have friends there. Our good friends Marie and Roy were celebrating their 25 wedding anniversary so we spent Monday with them and about 30 relatives! We are honorary family members. We spent the night with them before heading back to Calgary.
I am thankful to be busy because, when I have down time, I get quite weepy - like now. After four years, I am able to participate in, and enjoy life but when I am not busy, I realize how much I miss Lisa. I miss the phone calls; hearing her voice. After 4 years I am still shocked by the fact that she is not here.
Whoever said that we 'get through the loss of our precious kids, but we never get over it', is so right.
Lisa: I am sitting here with tears wishing with all my heart that I could hug you and hear you say "I love you Mummy". I miss you always and love you forever. Mummy
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