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just when i think i can no longer carry on a ray of light beams down upon me and asks why are you letting this happen yet again, why are you not strong enough to say stop enough is most definatley enough. my weakness shall be a constant reminder of just what a coward i have become. this person that stares back from the mirror with the coldest and most ashamed look is no longer the person that i can stand to be, this has taken everything and more and i believe i no longer am prepared to give.......
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Honey, I do the same thing - but those moments of \"ray of light\" are moments of clarity. moments that you/me realise there is so much more in this life than this hell that we are in. Keep fighting hun. I hate who I have become, but in those moments - I am so much better than the hatred. Hugs Faith
those moments are what keep us going and make us realise there is more! The fight is tough but you are strong and I know that you are going to get through this. take care, love Sarah