causeality

just when i think i can no longer carry on a ray of light beams down upon me and asks why are you letting this happen yet again, why are you not strong enough to say stop enough is most definatley enough. my weakness shall be a constant reminder of just what a coward i have become. this person that stares back from the mirror with the coldest and most ashamed look is no longer the person that i can stand to be, this has taken everything and more and i believe i no longer am prepared to give.......