cathcing up

I am having so much trouble taking care of what needs doing.  This fighting has worn me out.  I wanted to write something since it has been two months.  I can no longer see the kids due to an order the mom and step dad had CPS file against me.  Oh yeah CPS is investigating again!  I need to stay strong and take care of all my stuff so I can help Roy latter on in life.  Yet I worry so much about him.