Well, it's been a while since I wrote on here. My grandmother died November 17th, 2010. And that added more stress and depression to my life. My oldest son is an asshole and he knows it. I do not want him anymore and I told him. His dad is suppose to take him. When I do not know. My other two kids are okay. They are failing in school but that's better than what my oldest is doing. My unemployment is running out and I need to find a job soon! I am constantly worrying about money. As far as school is concerned, I missed a week of classes and you would think that I took off the year. One of my professors had the nerves to ask me to take 30mins a day to login. F U! For now that is it...... Oh I am not having sex anymore until I have a boyfriend. I am tired of being alone. It is not fun at all. And whoever said it must have been alone for along time. I have never been without someone and I want that feeling again. That's it for now .