Casting a net

My life had a certain direction and magnitude back when we met. Kristen came along and all that changed. A new direction was navigated. I moved away from the sacred and sought fulfillment in the mundane. Did that go to shit because i didnt really belong there? (and instead of having the self confidence to realize that I belonged to a different world, i amplified my low self esteem issues, in order to make sense of the disconnect, to the point self sabotage took over and made an imposter out of me)