carrying my emotional life is a point of commonality for me
the resignation today, which I mentioned in the last couple of journals,
made me feel like my illness is just something
i carry with me - and in fact it's like a person - but in fact what it's really
made me think is I come in contact with others who also have their emotional
lives that they are carrying too - and it made me really step up and take
care of my life - with a sense of companionship.
I went to Physical Therapy today for my poor posture and really had
a great session with Collin. He's a great guy, very enthusiastic and professional
and it really made me step up to do something about what he is teaching me.
Also I really find that Blue is my home base. Home base comes in different
forms.. It's all made me think of marriage (not with Blue) but for what it would be like.
I never thought my life would be like this - or the ideas of marriage would come to me like this.
I am finding my life here, well and good. The sisters can be a little eerie at times
but I carry my own water (my own emotional life) and I keep on keeping on.
Have a good night
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Blue could be your ring bearer! :)
Haha thanks