can't sleep
can't sleep, i think it's because I don't want to be alone.
I have Blue - I have a wonderful life - went for a walk with my Pop
just before getting ready for bed. I am grateful.
I do want a 'significant other'
but I have no career to support a life with someone.
I don't want to complain - I am just hoping 'venting' will help
me fall to sleep.
good night chillens :)
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goodnight mark. hope tomorrow brings a better day. am tired of it all here too. hugs.
Hope you got to sleep after your venting.
hoping you are sleeping like a baby:) Maybe just a friend to do things with? instead of relationship? Right now it's so hard in CA with the virus to do much of anything....you're a good guy Mark...wishing only good things to come your way :)
thank you so much irish, becky and marylouise!
Mark, sorry you had a tough time sleeping. Venting is good. I remember venting about this same sort of feeling to an intake psychologist awhile back because I was feeling terrible feelings of despair and isolation, and she advised me that I was seeking things that are “fleeing” as she put it. That made me feel awful and unheard and misunderstood when I was feeling a very human REAL emotion... so I won’t say anything like that to you now. Just expressing I understand. You’re an awesome person and you deserve good things. No matter what, don’t forget that.
thanks so much Nikki!