Can't Believe I am better

It's been awhile since I have posted on my journal.  My husband has been gone 2 years and 4 months now.  I never thought I could get better the sadness and depression was over whelming.  Thank God that I finally arrived at a better time in my life.  Missing my husband is forever but moving on has begun.  I have a great job now and I take care of my mom she is 92 years old and though it's hard I thank God I am not completely alone.  Daily Strength was a huge help for me so good to know that other people understand and that you don't have to burden your family.  I remember writing and my tears rolling down my face as I wrote.  I just want to thank everyone that came on to my friend list.  This is an unforgettable place and I hope to start coming back to post every now and then.  The one thing I was most worried about were my finances I wasn't working full time and didn't know how I was going to continue without feeling like I had a purpose in life.  One night I got on my knees close my bedroom door and asked God to just take over I was tired of worrying.  The next day I got up feeling so light and better even though i didn't have a full time job I just refused to worry.  One week later someone offered me a job in the place where I take my mom for elderly care I could not believe it.  They hired me as an admin assistant and now I get up in the morning with a purpose and I can take mom to work with me.  God is good when you give it up to him.  Amen