Can not sleep

It is 1:150 am and I can not sleep.  The heavy weighty feeling that I normally have seems to have been lifted from my chest.  The thought of dying entered my sleepy mind then I thought I may have died in my sleep,  With this thought I jumped up in horror,My son came over last night telling me to make the appointment at Cleveland clinic.  He was trying to get me to agree to go out to lunch or dinner or something with him this weekend.  I was so sick and tired I could not even think about going out.I just started taking my anti depressives again and I hope that helps.I think I will surf the net a bit then try to hit the sack again.  My husband is sleeping and I don't want to wake him. I have put my family though a lot already.



It\'s not the size of the dog in the fight,
it\'s the size of the fight in the dog.

- Mark Twain