busted bubba!!!
the last couple of days have been trying. I dont know y he thinks i believe anything he tells me now when he has always lied. guess that takes guts on his part. but his daughter did call him out for saying the crap he did. He was NOT going to get away with it. that made 3 of us in less than 24 hours that called him out on his lies. But I am proud of her for doing that. He never had any of them do that before. he's always said his piece and they have pretty much just listened. not any more. Poor baby! He doesnt know what is hitting him.
his conver with me was all the same ol same ol,. He messed up. (I cleaned that one up for you. lol) he dont know y. He has to "find" himself. Funny but I know where I am. I don't need to find myself. I just need to keep getting stronger and more powerful in my own right. The power to hurt me will no longer be his. It will belong to no one.
amazing tho because he has finally decided to get counseling. We both went for 9 months together. this will b his first on his own. And I know he will get an earful from the counselor. Yes!!! yes!!! yes!!! wish I could b a fly on the wall during these sessions.
trying to get on with all in my life. health is good. my sons r fantastic. My family is all healthy. I have lots of friends, old and new, who support me. I will make it. It is a struggle but the reward will be mine in the end.
just keep the prayers coming. you can never have enough of those. bless you
his conver with me was all the same ol same ol,. He messed up. (I cleaned that one up for you. lol) he dont know y. He has to "find" himself. Funny but I know where I am. I don't need to find myself. I just need to keep getting stronger and more powerful in my own right. The power to hurt me will no longer be his. It will belong to no one.
amazing tho because he has finally decided to get counseling. We both went for 9 months together. this will b his first on his own. And I know he will get an earful from the counselor. Yes!!! yes!!! yes!!! wish I could b a fly on the wall during these sessions.
trying to get on with all in my life. health is good. my sons r fantastic. My family is all healthy. I have lots of friends, old and new, who support me. I will make it. It is a struggle but the reward will be mine in the end.
just keep the prayers coming. you can never have enough of those. bless you
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This is a good journal for you to write. You are moving on and putting the past behind you. It\'s nice that you have the support of friends and family.
Isn\'t it funny that they want counseling when it\'s too late. Karma is starting to bite him in the butt big time.
Well I doubt that my x ever got into therapy. He flatly refused for the entire 30 years I spent with him and from what I can gather, he\'s still one lonely, screwed up individual. I\'m just so !@#$% glad that I don\'t have to listen to it any more! You will be, too. I love that phrase Trisha coined: \"Karma is staring to bite him in the butt big time.\"
Just remember -- What goes around eventually comes around! Take care of yourself and remember the positive days like this one when the downhill rollercoaster ones hit you. They will, but you will have these good days to get you through it!
had nice conver with counselor last nite. It\'s great that he will counsel me via phone without charging. Told him I needed a boost. He asked what brought me down. My response \"what do you think?\" He guessed right off!!
To make a long story short, I felt so much better afterwards. I asked Why he continues to mess with my feelings and he said because I have NOT let him go. I don\'t mean in the sense that I want him back. I have not told him it\'s over. I told him he wants the divorce so file. He won\'t (at least not yet). He\'s always had the \"poor me\" thing going on for him. Everything he has loved has left him. except me. So he\'s waiting for me to \"leave\" so he can say \"see, I was right. everything I love leaves me.\" It actually feels good having a little power for once. I am kind of enjoying this moment! lol