Buddha
I am so sick of living with my stepmother's shit. She doesn't comprehend reality. Today she called me lazy as I was cooking my dinner (because she wont cook anything for the entire family) and she called me lazy, only god knows why, and I called her lazy and obsessive compulsive, she told me that she didn't know what I was saying and to be honest that is kinda what I was going for. I think that it is somewhat of a reminder that she is not a master at the English language. Today I had a great time in class and afterwords mom and I went to the car dealership and she tore them apart, demanding that I get a car that will get me from A-B for the next couple of years. She does know that I am a car person and I like to have that freedom under my belt. The other day I posted that I wanted to know what suicide in Buddhism is viewed. No one has actually given me a direct answer, but just their own personal views. I do believe that there are no sins in Buddhism, but it could be looked poorly upon because you are treating you body and life in a horrible way. I don't want to do that because I am beginning to love life again because of this specific theology. Ok so the bachelor, house and then bed for me! Goodnight moon.
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Your right you dont want to do that. You are a really good person, i promise. You have a great personality and an awsome smile, you have alot to offer the world and society its self. You need some confidence in yourself. Remeber as bad as your life may seem there is always someone else out there who is worse. YOUR A GREAT PERSON START BELEIVING IN YOURSELF.
Dont worry about your stepmom, alot of people in life are like and No dont kill yourself, you are an amazing person and you have a gift you are going to share with the world.
Buddists believe that we come back and have a new life over and over again until we get it \"right\". they believe we experience things in the new life that we either judged or did not learn from in the past life. for Buddists there is a prayer tht one says about being done with life. They believe when this prayer is said their new lives are over and they are in essense Dea forever.