Broke down

I wanted to share a little part of my story without getting too detailed. I was diagnosed with GAD when I was 19 and now 34. I've had to episodes starting at 19 that lasted about awhile each that my panic attacks were out of control. I went to several therapists but I didn't want to take meds cause because I'm scared. Finally my anxiety panic attacks went at bay around 21 and can back hard around 24 when a friend passed. I got on Zoloft and it helped and after a year I got off and was good until last year after the birth of my baby. It came on with evegince! I had my first panic attack in the hospital after my c-section and then they kept coming. I would be ok for a bit then i had trouble sleeping then it kept snowballing and started becoming debilitating. The last couple of months we've had some big events in my life and I started developing insomnia which I've never had and then this week I went to urgent care for the first time cause I was breaking down. The doc said I really need to start back up on Zoloft. I decided after all the natural approachs ive tried this whole year that I really have no choice because my daughter needs me to be healthy. Last night I took a low dose of xanax to get me to sleep and it did help. I'm hoping the Zoloft will kick in in the next week or so. Sorry for such a long post but thought I woul share a bit.