breakdown

Well today I finally had a breakdown. I held my infant and just cried and cried. And she hugged me almost giving me support in a way. I know that she's only two months old but it's like she was being my supporter. I know that there's no way I would make it through this without her. She is my strength and my reason to keep going. I thank God that he allowed Daniel and I to have this beautiful baby girl. She's my piece of him to hold on to and I feel so close to him with her.