Boy Am I Bummed today

I talk to my son on the phone last week, and it seems everytime I talk to him he brings up the past, I try hard to answer the questions but he seems to be repeating the same ole one, so I thought of a bright idea that I would email him and try to tell what I thought he needed to know. Jeremy is 32 years of age and some how really resents having to wear used clothes when he was little and moving to different places. I thought that was his questions he wanted answered anyway being the caring Mom that I am, I thought a email detailing our moving and some of our life would help him out. I was very wrong, now he wants to break off communication to me all together. I am really stressed about this, but there is nothing I can do if he doesn't want to talk to me. I answered his email that he sent me wanting to end all communication with me, and told him I didn't want that to happen, but would agree if that's what he wanted. I was just beginning to get positive and something like this to happen. Peter and I went out last night to celebrate our birthday's His is August 5th and mine August 11th so decided to celebrate  it half way in between, I drank a little too much and am nursing a hangover today, but we did have fun. We went to our village pub start out with good coversation at Nellie's bar then we got around the corner to Heney's pub and listen to music. We alway get a taxi when we go out....So this afternoon when I woke up and turn on mm computer that's when I got the responds to my email from my son.  I guess because of the drinking has made me more down also, or take the email more emotional than I would usually, but it really hurt, on the other hand I don't know if he responded to my email because I  hurt him and he decided to get even and said things to hurt me. I just don't know anymore. I do know that since he married into money he seems to have more of a problem with the way he lived going up. He is always talking about getting closer to all the family but doen't want to make the effort himself he wants everybody else to make the effort and then grips about it because our family is not close. I even had to beg him to come to his own sister funeral because he disliked her so much. Jeremy was into drugs but didn't take it to the extreme as Khristy did and ended up quiting them all together. But he still drinks as does his wife which it not a problem. His wife is a very nice girl, but she is the only child and has been use to getting everything she has ever needed or wanted, so she really hasn't a clue how the poor people live, for their wedding present her parents gave them a 250,000.00 house. There is no way I can compete with that or do I want to. Gosh I am just so hurt now.