Boring day..... snooooooze

I don't know how I keep erasing my journals half way through writing them, but I have done this so many times and it's really pissing me off.  I begin to write another sentence and then poof....it's gone.  Well today was boring because my husband was home allllllllllll daaaaaaay.  He basically buries his head in his laptop computer all day while the sports channel is blaring so loud that I can't even think.  I know we no longer have much of a relationship anymore.  I noticed this after I got sober, but we stay together because I don't think we'd know what to do if we were apart.  Things just just seem to work, except when he's home all day. 
Anyway, it is my 13th day of my quit.  I am no longer excited about quitting.  I guess I expected too much.  I don't feel any better than I did when I smoked.  In fact the only thing I do feel is a little depressed. 
We went to look at a house today.  Right now we are renting since we moved back to this state.  I like renting.  But, my kids need the stability of a home.  So off we went.  We found a nice fixer-upper.  And if all goes well, we'll probably put an offer in.  Frankly I don't care if we get it or not, because we have more time on our lease and we would end up having a rent payment and a mortgage payment for a couple of months.  That would drive me a little crazy.  But, if we don't make an offer.....well it might be gone.  That's real estate for you, never a sure thing.
Well, I better end this boring journal entry.  I guess I didn't want to forget this day.