blood
for the second day in a row now all i can think is i want to see blood, more than before, it's stronger now than it has been for awhile. maybe that will ease the fear in my heart, but if it doesn't what then, how do i get through, how do i carry on. maybe it is no longer possible for me, maybe this is it....
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I don\';t think this is it Hun, you will be OK, I\'m sorry you feel this way....what will the blood release for you? will you really feel better or will you feel guilty? I want you to stay safe.....can you get a release from drawing? I try that sometimes, listening to your favourite song? Whatever you feel- you deserve so much more.
We all get scared Hun, please let me help......I care. X